All Lyrics by Sasha Andres

MEINE NATUR

Das ist wie ich tauchen will, meine Natur, mein Kenntnis verlieren und sonnst gar nichts. Männer unschwerig…meine Natur…es ist nicht mehr die Zeit von Kabarets, aber wenn es wäre würde es wie so sein : häftig und bloss. Violent and naked, cause it’s the only way, the very only last way : häftig und bloss. Häftig und bloss, das ist meine Natur…i swear…häftig und bloss…it’s this way i would pray, like with the frame of wars… Jesus when i think i’ve sat on my dumb ass and listened through 19 million ticks and 19 million tocks of the idiot-faced clock with nothing to call my own way…not so easy, all this dying, not so easy at all ! but i can brave it out. I mean, i never asked for an easy exit. Es ist nicht mehr die Zeit von Kabarets. Aber wenn es wäre würde es wie so sein : häftig und bloss. Violent and naked.

HOOCH

She has lost but she gives and she falls at each laugh. She has lost but she breathes and she’ll keep on giving all till her bones fall down, till her smile is shot, cause some could not enjoy. She has lost and she knows how tiny are her blows. 4 o’clock in the any_4th street_ she tries to be clear with the choice she’s made 40 years ago. About being clean, not the way they learn, about being far from flocks and all kinds of hogs. You can read on her face from her toes to hair, she’s stronger than the pricks, she’s just one of the hermits. And that night like any night when buzz’off blind men she tries to drink along the long thighs of silence till filling the need, till never filling the hole… time disappears… hooch ! hooch ! hooch ! till Lord’s hook hurts ! she said :  » listen gentleman, you won’t fool me anymore with your thumping big lies. I’ll lay and lay for days and days till my flesh’s rested « . she gave that naked of her… hooch ! hooch ! hooch ! till Lord’s hook… inhaled the air, filled by millions of hopes and holes, filled by prays and bombs, filled by weddings, filled by murders… opened wide… her clothes she has lost… oh she howls… she opened wide herself and… let that massive tiny blow strip her naked… she gave that naked of her… inhaled the air… opened wide herself… filled by air… filled by hopes and howls… filled by prays and bombs… filled by wedding in the any 4th street.

THE REAL GRIN

False affection kills the real grin So many tiny things that mean so much to me… anyhow you’re a stupid jerk if you think i’m blind… laugh at the fate… boil ! boil and burn ! You’re a stupid jerk, if you think i’m blind. That’s why i truly smile to you. Find the very way to smile and the very true words or silence or noise. You’re a smelly priest. That’s why i smile to you. Truly ! straight jackets can’t fit birds… so many tiny things… that mean so much… false affection… straight jackets can’t fit birds… False affection kills the real grin… laugh at my fate.

THE BODY THE TIME AND THE STORY

How we feel good when it’s over, how we breathe great in the upper. Everything in the room was quit by life, the story the time and the body, everything except the open tv screen, and how good it was… how we feel good when it’s over, trust your mind disconnected the last ride… how we breathe great in the upper, trust your mind disconnected the last ride… like at 200 miles per hour on a freeway… like wind in the skull when you touch it’s over… When it’s over… the crime is never as good as when it’s your choice and suicide with a huge smile ? how then it’s good… a hole in memory… i wish i wish i wish you would dare, i wish you would shoot, i wish you would burst out ! Like a hole in soil gives room to unexpected seeds… the crime ! how crude ! he was ô such a nice guy, that’s why there were so many scars all over him…

BONE STRUCTURE MATTERS

You feel you’re made for nothing… they cannot help… you ! i feel i’m made for nothing… so we will be… two ! shake your bone structure ! within that rat mess don’t cry and don’t apologize… in their heads it’s so tidy. No place for you ! At sixteen she realized she had the perfect bone structure to be… decadent ! check ! check your… check your bone structure ! big raffle ! big, big raffle ! get ready for the bingo ! Flesh ! bone ! check your bone structure !

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